So tonight I washed every article of clothing I own, I bought a new pair of shoes, some cologne, a few 16 inch screws and a smerf blue weather proof trap. Watched beautiful Mexican girls with silver teeth make there fingers bleed scrubbing bleach into ugly white womens clothes. We smiled at each other with understanding and know that we will never meet again. I kicked a soccer ball the color of a 76 station sign on the beach and remembered what it was like to feel like there werent enough roads to drive on. The past few months I have learned a lot about myself, seen darkness I have only heard about in bad country songs. I have a strange mind.