So Im sitting in a Starbucks drinking my chai and shit starts to unfold in front of my eyes. I cant control what happens in my life all I can control is me. What that means is that I have to be truly happy with me otherwise whats the point. Those of you, who know me well, can attest to my passiveness but this has made me realize that must change. Nothing gets accomplished through laziness. There were a few catalysts for this situation and I truly thank the main one. Opened my eyes, so that I can see me. I have joined a writing club, I am going to quit one of my jobs and I have a new outlook towards everything. Im so excited and scared at the same time that its hard for me to sleep anymore. For the past 2 nights Ive gone to bed at midnight and couldnt sleep past 7. No more 11 am mornings for me. I have been amazed by what you miss in the early hours. I apologize to those of you to which I havent spoken to in quite some time. I promise that if you can read this you mean a lot to me. I dont know what is to come for me, but I think I like that. Thank you to those of you who have been by me through the past while I am so very lucky to have such amazing close friends, sometimes I forget to say it though. Hopefully Ill be getting my shit together, Hell, Ill be 23 in 2 months and its about time right?

Roses smell good through the good times and the bad....so make sure your stopping all the time to smell them you dont want to miss the opportunity