WHAT'S BEST FOR ME
07.22.08 (8:45 am) [edit]
I woke up this morning with a new moon in my eyes. I took stock of the characters I’ve been playing and they’re nowhere near the potential of what I’m really worth. I carried a cross for too long and I’ve held on to the past to the point where it’s affected my present. Now I’m aware and I’m considering a new way of living without the pain and the self inflicted torture I’ve been putting myself through. It’s just as easy as making up my mind and following through with what I know is best for me. This is me now.
posted by: squirrelzone (reply)
post date: 07.21.08 (3:08 pm)
You can do it.
posted by: triks (reply)
post date: 07.21.08 (3:10 pm)
Reply to: squirrelzone
Thanx SZ...Imma deff try.
posted by: PirateGirl (reply)
post date: 07.21.08 (3:42 pm)
Go for it!
posted by: LadyG (reply)
post date: 07.21.08 (5:23 pm)
No doubt, you can do it.
posted by: ablogger (reply)
post date: 07.21.08 (9:15 pm)
good for you! keep your head up and looking forward. :)
posted by: barnabus1 (reply)
post date: 07.22.08 (6:12 pm)
Zounds like you've had a great wake up moment!!!!
posted by: triks (reply)
post date: 07.23.08 (2:41 pm)
Reply to: PirateGirl
Thanks PG. I have to go for it...If it keeps on going the way it is Imma end up messing things up.
posted by: triks (reply)
post date: 07.23.08 (2:42 pm)
Reply to: LadyG
Thanks LadyG. I don't have a doubt in my mind.
posted by: triks (reply)
post date: 07.23.08 (2:43 pm)
Reply to: barnabus1
Ohh yeah....One of the biggest in my life...haha
posted by: PirateGirl (reply)
post date: 07.23.08 (4:10 pm)
Reply to: triks
Yeah what I hate the most is when something I think I have forgotten about rears it's ugly head and I remember something from the past that stops me in my tracks. - I have to give it to God and put it back in the past where it belongs. - There's nothing I can do about it except learn from it and move on. - Which sometimes is the hardest challenge of all.
Good luck to you - knowing it is the first step, and doing it is the next. ;)
posted by: barnabus1 (reply)
post date: 07.23.08 (6:10 pm)
Reply to: PirateGirl
That is a sign of great growth!!! One can remember things one almost did....but did not do!!! and feel shitty that you even considered it!!! part of the process!!!
posted by: PirateGirl (reply)
post date: 07.24.08 (8:19 am)
Reply to: barnabus1
I think you may have missunderstood... I was never mean to others - I'm saying that I remember some of the terrible things that other people did to me in the past - and even though I have forgiven them, those things that others did to me in the past, come back up to the surface from time to time, and I have to put them back in the past again.