I woke up this morning feeling incredibly empty and completely devoid of any kind of feeling. I have been going through a numb stage as it is, but things were looking good for me for a hot minute. I thought I may actually be getting over it and go back to feeling normal, or just feeling something. In a way, it's almost like I'm watching a film of what it is going on around me, a film that I'm really into but a film none the less. Seeing it through my eyes but as a separate person would as if I'm wearing someone else's skin. It doesn't seem right to be this way, so I don't know if it really bothers ME, or if I know it SHOULD bother me. Maybe I'll just lie down for a while and hope it all goes away...